Hakutulokset

Indiana

✕
Daddy wanted me to leave it
Indiana, Indiana in the cold
Said, 'You know you really don't need it
Leave the fame for the road'
I remember when I was leaving
I was only six years old
Oh how my heart was beatin'
About ready to explode
 
One shot, honey, collect it all
The dust inside the rusted souls
You should get a ride 'cause you can't control
The heart that beats under the bone
Come on, my combat chameleon, give it up
You've got your life to attend to, buttercup
You're entertaining the talk that is told through the teeth of the
Mouths of the millions dyin' to meet ya
Little do they know
 
The Mississippi River won't kill you
Unless you stand too close, my dear
Take you to Louisiana
A long long way from here
And the war's been a long time coming
Yes, a long long war's gonna come
We're standing at the end of a story
At the foot of a palindrome
 
One shot, honey, collect it all
The dust inside the rusted souls
You should get a ride 'cause you can't control
The heart that beats under the bone
 
Come on, my combat chameleon, give it up
You've got your life to attend to, buttercup
You're entertaining the talk that is told through the teeth of the
Mouths of the millions dyin' to meet ya
Little do they know
 

Steamboat

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Well, I'm just a stranger, I'm only a walker
I guess I am human, but sometimes I feel
Like I'm only a ghost, like I'm only a wall
And if you come around, honey
I'll probably just follow you home
'Cause it's all that I know how to do
I was born by a body, I'll die by one too
And places are nothing if they ain't got you
 
And one day I'mma be your steamboat baby
One day I can be your freight train lady
I'll roll down the river and the miles won't phase me
Oh, I wish I was better at being alone
Still every night, I call you on the phone
Oh, I wish I was more than my skin and my bones
 
Well, I've been arranging each of my movements
And all of my gestures and trying to fool myself
Into thinking that everything's small
That nothing has reason, I woke up and cried
A convulsion of honesty brought me to life
When I thought I was gone
But I can't put a lie in the mouth of a song
 
And one day I'mma be your steamboat baby
One day I can be your freight train lady
I'll roll down the river, and the miles won't phase me
Oh, I wish I was better at being alone
Still, every night, I call you on the phone
Oh, I wish I was more than my skin and my bones
Oh, I wish I was more than my skin and my bones
 

Gone

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Some days I'll admit it feels a little like rain
Feels a little like falling asleep on a train
I know that you were right I couldn't let you in
But I held you so tight your breath burned on my skin
And is it near or is it far that we begin?
 
To know something's near
Not the change in the seasons that scares me, dear
It's the sound in the distance that I start to hear
 
Some days in my mind, I see you look the same
The way you were two years ago when you came
I see you there softly moving sweet around my pain
Fixing my heart and my hands and my brain
But we knew we couldn't stay, we couldn't stay
 
And you know something's near
Not the change in the seasons that scares me, dear
It's the sound in the distance I start to hear
 
When it rolls in just like thunder
When the storm, it breaks
Makes me wonder why you came at all
And you're gone, gone, gone, gone
And when you leave part of you will
Part of me will start to breathe
When you're gone, gone, gone, gone
 
Some days I'll admit I don't know what to do
You came in, you gave me the deepest parts of you
But now I'm falling asleep and I'm falling awake
And I don't know now how long it's gonna take
No, no, no
 
You know something's near
Not the change in the seasons that scares me, dear
It's the sound in the distance I start to hear
 
When it rolls in just like thunder
And the storm, it breaks
Makes me wonder why you came at all
And you're gone, gone, gone, gone
 
And when you leave, part of you will
Part of me will start to breathe
When you're gone, gone, gone, gone
 

Lighthouse

✕
Well, I left here in my sleep when I was dreaming
Miles and miles away into a place
My heart was scheming an escape that love drew from me
And I met you on the corner of the seasons
Out of winter's reach and into summer's early sun
You were the moon and I was only seventeen
 
And I'm making all these things
And constructing all these scenes
And I'm stitching up the seams
Of the fabric of my dreams
And I'm here in my boat
And I'm roaring up to shore as you sing
 
Well I'm ringing all the bells from my lighthouse, dear
Time is just an ocean and you're almost here
One for the mind, two for the soul
Three for the body and the heart that knows
That knows I'll never ever let you go
 
Oh silence, the silence a-ringing your bells
Singing the words in a whisper
Dispel all this noise, bring back the joy
Ring the world awake
 
'Cause if the only hole that we have is your world apart
And it's separate and broken and stained from the start
My heart will remain and take it anyway
 
Well, I'm ringing all the bells from my lighthouse, dear
Time is just an ocean and you're almost here
One for the mind, two for the soul
Three for the body and the heart that knows
That knows I'll never ever let you go
 
I'm ringing all the bells from my lighthouse, dear
Time is just an ocean and you're almost here
One for the mind, two for the soul
Three for the body and the heart that knows
That knows I'll never ever let you go
 

Hours Were the Birds

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I've got somethin' here, it's a chance
I'm'a make my changes as I go and the city lights dance away stars
I've met all kinds of reasons why the seasons leave their scars
I am thin as cinnamon and tarnished like these metal cars
That drive along the rivers of tar
 
I am weatherproof as the rain
And I've fooled every lover into drinking up my pain
I am hanging by the edges of my name, but I am warm
So comfortable forgetting 'bout the storm
 
I love Minnesota, Michigan, Colorado too
Atlanta and Montana, Nebraska and the moon
And you
 
I must have been a traveller inside of the womb
Never had a place with a living room
You said a house is a tomb
 
Well zoom, zoom, zoom
Here we go, Annie
No more planning
Isn't this dandy?
I've got you and you've got me
 
I'm going back to the lake
This time of year it's frozen through
Ain't nothing gonna break
I'll take you there and show you where
I used to spend my time
Before working, before leaving, before wine
 
I love Minnesota, Michigan, Colorado too
Atlanta and Montana, Nebraska and the moon
And you
 
Life is easy come and it's easy go too
Hours were the birds and I guess they flew
I just can't get a grip on this place, Billy Lou
 
Well zoom zoom zoom
Here we go, Annie
No more planning
Isn't this dandy?
I've got you and you've got me
 

Terminal Paradise

✕
warm
so warm
screaming in the field
as i was born
 
worm,
will you return me
to the robin’s beak?
i’ll be a bird
 
terminal
we both know
let the rest of me go
see my death become a trail
and the trail leads to a flower
i will blossom in your sail
every dreamed and
waking hour
 
woman,
woman
hold me in your heat
till i remember
 
terminal
we both know
let me rest, let me go
see my death become a trail
and the trail leads to a flower
i will blossom in your sail
every dreamed and
waking hour
 

From

✕
no one can be my man be my man be my man
be my man be my man be my man
no one can be my woman be my woman
be my woman
 
one ear to the ground
one dog at my neck
one tongue to my tongue
wanting to protect me
 
from
 
no one can be my man be my man be my man
be my man be my man be my man be my man
no one can be my woman be my woman
be my woman
 
one ear to the floor
my dog barking loud
couldn’t tell for sure
where the screaming sound
was coming
 
from
 
one ear to your womb
puppy on the floor
baby’s coming soon
wonder if she’ll know
where she’s come
 
from
 

Womb

✕
seven wide years
and there’s soil to till
when you thread your fingers through i feel quite well
we could be the riptide or two mountains growing still
 
when the eye gets heavy in the womb
 
dripping your tears
like a precious warm spring
my heart will always find you when your heart freely sings
mine would never bind you with a diamond or a word
 
when the eye gets heavy in the womb
when the eye gets heavy in the womb
 
woman, mighty woman
you’re a friend i need
when you hold me to your breast you’re bleeding as i bleed
please reveal the question to me let the answers leave
when the eye gets heavy in the womb
when the eye gets heavy in the womb
when the eye gets heavy in the womb
when the eye gets heavy in the womb
 

Cradle

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cradle more
the hours reel
cradle more
how you feel
 
baby you’re still too proud to come down
maybe i’m still too loud to hear
all the waves ascend and disappear
 
like a storm,
the air you steal
glacial form
the icy heel
 
baby you’re still too proud to come down
maybe i’m still too loud to hear
all the waves ascend and disappear
 
earth is born
to wound and heal
cradle more
the hours reel
 
baby you’re still too proud to come down
maybe i’m still too loud to hear
all the waves ascend and disappear
 

Symbol

✕
fly make flea make haste make waste eight makes infinity
times i’ve tried to make breaks, embrace for the enemy
meet my face to face time try to find the diamond
counting time as time counts me, the river to the island
 
do you not do you not tell
that smile always makes me well
do you see circling through?
that’s how one returns from two
 
the symbol of your love is time
the symbol of your love is time
 

Blue and Red Horses

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blue and red horses on the run
i think the angel is jumping the gun
little red lantern watching my son
maybe the angel is jumping the gun
 
i’m a lot of boy, with a lot of nerve
do you wanna toy with me?
 
little red flower on your wrist
maybe the angel fired and missed
little red flower on your wrist
maybe the angel fired and missed
 
i’m a lot of boy with a lot of nerve
do you wanna toy with me?
 
little red forest in your room
i hope the angel is getting here soon
little red forest in your room
i hope the angel is getting here soon
 
i’m a lot of boy with a lot of nerve
do you wanna toy with me?
 

Abyss Kiss

✕
try and get some rest
i’ll do the rest
think to what the roses find
with the arms of passion
this is how we fashion
war’s worried mind
in the hour i loved you
like it dream it was true
in the base of my pine
 
wilderness, vast abyss, will we ever kiss?
 
in her mother’s fortress she was brushing horses
manes and tails flicking flies
naked as the window
baby if it’s real,
so no need to apologize
 
wilderness, vast abyss, will we ever kiss?
 
love is on her shoulder, love is on the boulder
in the eyes, in the eye
love never leaves, love is the leaves
in the sky in the sky
 

What Can You Say

✕
what can you say to remind me
how to be loved by you?
wave to the winding river
it’s a view of you
for the long grass growing in silence
there’s an equal knowing inside us
calmly showing for to guide us
 
pray you can find me
i’ve been busy turning into
more transparent
i could look a lot like you
for the sharp glass cutting of the cold wind
the sharp glass loosing of your best friend
the story bruising as it’s written
 
rain in your bedroom
this is how i love you back
to follow the red moon
follow her and never look back
there’s a star that’s glowing on your eyelash
and the wet light moaning as we rehash
oh my darling
what can you say to remind me
how to be loved by you?
 

10 Miles

✕
to die in your arms
your words forming again
we kiss very hard and wild
 
to rise in the dark
like birds praying on skin
we pray with our oxygen
 
Jo, nothing is real
we still have that feel
you’re closing up the bar
i’m warming up the car
ten miles away
 
two children of ours
they came twirling in
we laughed very hard for a while
but they’ve grown very far
and tall
how we miss them,
though happy they’re traveling
 
Jo, nothing is real
but we still have that feel
you’re closing up the bar
i’m warming up the car
ten miles away
 
we set no alarm
eyes wide, six a.m.
wake up on the farm
slowly
walk to the barn
horse feed
you take the yarn
i’ll read, i’ll read
 
Jo, nothing is real
but we still have that feel
you’re closing up the bar
i’m warming up the car
ten miles away
 
to die in your arms,
your words forming again
 

Two Reverse

✕
Lay me down so
To let you leave
Tell me lies
I wanna see your eyes
Is it a crime to say
I still need you?
Crime, wanna feed you
 
Light blue, dark blue, grey
Crimson trail
Straight through, stay don't stray
 
Grandmother, Juniper
Tell to me your recipe
Is it a cry I hear
From the deep wood?
Crying, reappear from
The weeds
 
Light blue, dark blue, grey
Crimson trail
Straight through, stay don't stray
 
Through the jail
See the sun
Flat as a knife
Cold and white
To my home, two rivers
Through my home, two reverse
Is it a crime to do
What you ask me to?
Crime
 

Ingydar

✕
Fragilely, gradually and surrounding
The horse lies naked in the shed
Evergreen anodyne decompounding
Flies draw sugar from his head
 
His eyes are blueberries, video screens
Minneapolis schemes and the dried flowers
From books half-read
The juice of dark cherries cover his chin
The dog walks in and the crow lies in his
Jaw like lead
 
Everything eats and is eaten
Time is fed
 
Early еvening, the pink ring swallows
The sphеrical marigold terrain
Sleepily, Venus sinks and hollows
The stationed headlight of a plane
 
You are as far from me as memory
With fixtures fracture varyingly
The juice of dark cherries cover my skin
Six years in, no baby
 
Everything eats and is eaten
 
Ingydar bares a scar like a meteor
Crystalline amber guilds her cheek
Tambourine of the beech leaves lead her
To the raven playing hide and seek
 
Drying blueberries, figurines and the angel leans
At the head of the bed
The juice of dark cherries cover my chin
The dog walks in and the crow lies in his smile like lead
 
Everything eats and is eaten, time is fed
Everything eats and is eaten
Everything eats and is eaten
Everything eats and is eaten
Everything eats and is eaten
Everything eats and is eaten
 

Anything

✕
Staring down the barrel of the hot sun
Shining with the sheen of a shotgun (shotgun)
Carol has a little if we need some
Joa has a ride if we wanna come
 
Hanging your jeans with a clothespin
Skin still wet still on my skin
Mango in your mouth, juice dripping
Shoulder of your shirtsleeve slipping
 
Christmas eve with your mother and sis
Don't wanna fight but your mother insists
Dog’s white teeth slice right through my fist
Drive to the ER and they put me on risk
 
Grocery store list, now you get pissed
Unchecked calls and messages
I don’t wanna be the owner of your fantasy
I just wanna be a part of your family
 
And I don’t wanna talk about anything
I don’t wanna talk about anything
I wanna kiss, kiss your eyes again
Wanna witness your eyеs looking
I don’t wanna talk about anyone
I don’t wanna talk about anyone
I wanna sleep in your car while you’rе driving
Lay in your lap when I’m crying
 
Circle of pine and red oak
Circle of moss and fire smoke
Fan on the ceiling like a wheel spoke
Push the clutch in and I pull the choke
 
Wanna listen to the sound of you blinking
Wanna listen your hands soothe
Listen to your heart beating
Listen to the way you move
 
And I don’t wanna talk about anything
I don’t wanna talk about anything
I wanna kiss, kiss your eyes again
Wanna witness your eyes looking
I don’t wanna talk about anyone
I don’t wanna talk about anyone
I wanna sleep in your car while you’re driving
Lay in your lap when I’m crying
 
Weren't we the stars in Heaven
Weren't we the salt in the sea
Dragon in the new warm mountain
Didn’t you believe in me?
 
You held me the whole way through
When I couldn’t say the words like you
I was scared Indigo but I wanted to
I was scared Indigo but I wanted to
 
And I don’t wanna talk about anything
I don’t wanna talk about anything
I wanna kiss, kiss your eyes again
Wanna witness your eyes looking
I don’t wanna talk about anyone
I don’t wanna talk about anyone
I wanna sleep in your car while you’re driving
Lay in your lap when I’m crying
 

Forwards Beckon Rebound

✕
Over the Dead Sea
Keeping you company
Thinking, 'I'm not afraid of you now
I'm not afraid of you now'
Letting my eyes close
Shedding my soft clothes
Wind blows
Wind that howls like a hound
Wind that laughs like a clown
 
Mystery of lack
Stabbing stars through my back
Forwards, beckon, rebound
Forwards, beckon, rebound
 
Virtual bedroom
Rise like a full moon
Show me pictures that hang in your house
Pictures that hang in your mouth
Candescent insects
Crosses and fishnecks
I have nothing to pray to you now
Nothing to pray to you now
 
Mystery of lack
Stabbing stars through my back
Forwards, beckon, rebound
Forwards, beckon, rebound
 
Pulling your face close, wanting the inmost
Show me
I'm not afraid of you now
I'm not afraid of you now
Villain and violent, infant and innocent
Baby, both arms cradle you now
Both arms cradle you now
 
Mystery of lack
Stabbing stars through my back
Forwards, beckon, rebound
Forwards, beckon, rebound
Forwards, beckon, rebound
 

Heavy Focus

✕
Cemetery at night and the dog's in heat
The great grey owl howls and you're probably right
Believe in, better to be leaving
Oh, oh, oh
 
Terrifying like a gun
Like a gun store
The wind roared
Invisible like a blank
Ghost blanket
No trees bent
Shakey like the first dance
Shakey like the first time
Our palms met in the clam sweat
 
Heavy focus
Focus, focus, focus
 
Set the camera to the flash
For a portrait of thе spirit
Only way it's gonna last
To be near it
 
Heavy focus
Focus, focus
Focus, focus
Kiss
Focus, focus
 

Come

✕
Come help me die, my daughter

Walk me beside the river to the beach

Take a branch with your knife

Take my left with your right
 


Don't be afraid, my girl

Take me into the shore

I'm not cold, I'm not cold

Take my hand, take a hold
 


Let me lie on your arms

I'm weightless in the sea

Up to my ears the salt sits

In a circle around me


 
Take my life into your life

Take a branch with your knife
 


Come help me diе, my daughter
 

Not A Lot, Just Forever

✕
Through your eyes I see

A smile you bring to me

To your joy I tether
 


Not a lot, just forever

Intertwined sewn together

Like the rock bears the weather

Not a lot, just forever


 
My dog barks wildly

To protect my infancy

From my ex-believer

And I try to calm the wolf

To remind her I am both

Still she tears at my sweater


 
Not a lot, just forever

Intertwined, sewn together

As the wren sheds her feather

Not a lot, just forever


 
And your dearest fantasy

Is to grow a baby in me

I could be a good mother

And I wanna be your wife

So I hold you to my knife

And I steal your letter
 
Not a lot, just forever
Intertwine some together
As the rock bears the weather
Not a lot, just forever
 
So I bash around the house
And the poison stains my mouth
She comes, I let her
And we share a paradise
And I roll them once or twice
Can't get much better
 
Not a lot, just forever
Intertwined sewn together
As the rock bears the weather
Not a lot, just forever
Not a lot, just forever
Intertwined, sewn together
As the wren bares her feathers
Not a lot, just forever
 

Dragon Eyes

✕
Freezing at the edge of the bed
Chewing a cigarette and repeating
Shadows of the words I've said
I don't wanna blame you, I don't wanna blame
 
The stars bloom in the warm summer night
They have a clear view without the bedroom light
They don't wanna name you, they don't wanna name
 
Dragons have silent eyes
Cracked eggshells, fireflies
I don't wanna tame you, I don't wanna tame
 
When the hot sand burns my feet
You have cool hands, you are sweet
I don't wanna changе you, I don't wanna change
 
Carnations into the vase
Unfold your clothеs out of the case
I just want a place with you, I just want a place
 
As the coastline is shaped by the wind
As we make love and you're on my skin
You are changing me, you are changing
 
Stars bloom on a warm summer night
They have a clear view without the bedroom light
I just want a place with you, I just want a place
 

My Angel

✕
Step over the edge too far

Open my hands that catch your wall

Nothing to hear but my very own cry

Far below the rocks and sky


 
My angel, my angel

My angel, my angel


 
Strange as she appears to be

Oldest friend invisibly

She brushes my hair with a physical hand

Lowers my body down to the land
 


My angel, my angel

My angel, my angel


 
Beneath the ledge in the morning mist

She kisses my eyelids and my wrists

Wake to the bleeding of the blade of thе sun

Returning to my oxygen
 
My angel, my angеl
My angel, my angel
My angel, my angel
 

Disappear

Lose my words
Lose my thoughts
Lose my dreams
A million different pieces
A million different things
That I can't keep together
That can't seem to see
As they tumble around me
 
I fall asleep to the sound of the sea
A familiar ocean that's swallowing me
In a whirlwind of wonder
Oh what can it be that I'm missing here?
 
And I disappear
 
'Cause this world it keeps trying to pull me down
But my feet, they won't ever find the ground
'Cause my body is made out of sound
And that's all I am
 
Morning will break
And the winter will take
What it wants of me slowly
But I can't complain
'Cause I'd rather be lonely
And cold, and awake
Than asleep in a warm
And a comfortable place
 
And oh, oh, where do I go from here?
Please direct the melody in my ear
'Cause I have stepped
Deep into a song that I'd like to forget
 
And I disappear
 
Well, this world it keeps trying to pull me down
But my feet, they won't ever find the ground
'Cause my body is made out of sound
And that's all I am
 
And I can disappear
Just disappear
Just disappear
Find my way out of here
Out of here
Out of here
I can just disappear
Just disappear
Just disappear